i get the sinking suspicion that the choices i am making are wrong. i feel like i’m being backed into a corner, and i hate it. i know how things should work out if i keep on this track, and i know how i want them to work out… but i don’t know if all that is how things are supposed to work out in the long run.
i want to be apart, but i want to be together.
i want time for myself, but i want time for us.
i want to continue building my own life, but i want to start building ours.
i never thought i’d be one to say i wasn’t ready for this, but i’m saying it.
